Combatting my seasonal allergies

Guest post written by Beth Ann Dwyer

There are so many things to think about when it comes to dealing with my fall allergies. For one thing, I like to switch my eye makeup because it seems like I'm constantly rubbing my eyes when it comes to allergies. I'm kind of bad about doing that anyway, so I need some eyeliner and mascara that stays put rather than just making a raccoon eye mess when I'm dealing with allergies.

I thought that this time around I would try and find a new brand of waterproof eye makeup. I looked online with my wireless internet Raleigh to find some good suggestions for waterproof mascara, especially. I came up with a few and decided to go and test them out at a beauty counter to see what I thought of them.

getting a job in las vegas

No I am not on welfare,  or social security. I am not a vet. I am a normal mother of four. I have been a stay at home mom on and off for 14 years. My husband God bless him wants me to get a job. He works very hard at a thankless job. He is my hero but that's not what this is about. He wants me to get a "mick" job. Is that what I want?  No! I want something that I am not ashamed to admit I work there. In this day its not something that you want to admit,  Hey I work at McDonalds flipping burgers. I dont want to work in fast food, I dont want to work at a gas station. I dont even want to work at a bank. I am 33 years old and I would like to think I have made it further in life. So where do I want to work? Somewhere I can use my creativity and have an opinion. I was going to work for this online company but during my third interview I was asked if I was going to be available 24 hours a day. No of course I am not, I have children whom are not going to spend their lives being cared for by someone else. I dont trust people enough with my kids. Too many bad guys out there that want to hurt people. I have a certain number of hours to work, 8am to 5pm and thats it. My kids do matter to me a great deal, their education matters to me. I want them to be the best and be great members to this crazy ass society.  I know reading this it sounds like I dont want a job, your right I dont. I do want to be better off financially. I want to give my kids more, I want my husband to be able to go and buy things he likes. I have given my life to my kids and family. I have been mommy for 14 years, some say I lost me. I didnt lose me I just reinvented the old me. How do parents do it? How do you balance family and work. How do you work for a place that you dont believe in? I guess I could write a book or two.
I have had a very interesting life. I think the things I have to say is interesting. Are you interested? Do you want to know more about me?  who knows. 
I have dreams. I see shapes in the clouds. I sing in my car out of tune and humm the words I dont know. I like to talk to my husband and kids about what would I do if we had millions of dollars.
Even with tons of money I dont want a lot of shiney flashy things. a nice house in the woods with lots of land to grow a garden on.
I need a job, because I just cant seem to win the lottery. 
have a nice day.

sticky note for later

A blank. every have so many things in your head that they cant make it on paper? 
Thats me today. I need to work on putting thoughts on paper as the day goes on so I dont forget.
i'll try to write more later.

for my husband

I was in the dark, I didnt know how to find my way until you turned on the light in my heart, and I found my way to you. 
Still after 10 years of marriage that light still shines so bright for you.

How could you

this is really bugging me. I cant believe that the cold hearted wretch got away with murder.
Casey Anthony, you are a vile human being. To the jury how could you find that evil woman not guilty.
All of America saw the trial , we all saw the same as you jurors did. We were all screaming GUILTY, while you said NOT GUILTY. What a blow to the stomach, hearing that verdict I could have died.
That poor little girl wont get justice. I can only imagine what that poor girl was thinking in her final hours of her life. Why did my mommy do this. This woman no cant call her a woman "this THING" should be sterilized. People who kill their children or any children should have their right to be a parent taken away.  I am so sad for this little girl.  I guess the comfort I get is knowing that God will take care of her punishment. 

RIP Caylee

Sin City Fireworks

So we went out last night to watch fireworks. We sat on the edge of the back road behind the M Resort.
Several people parked behind us. Kind of made me mad that some of the people dont have enough common sense to turn off their headlights. I mean they were shining right in my car. Anyway so while we sat in our car with a perfect view of Las Vegas and Henderson, we watched all the illegal fireworks being launched. 9:00 was the firework time. Finally after what seemed like an eternity waiting the fireworks started launching. Right away I was sad, the fireworks being launched off the M were totally lame. Didnt even look like fireworks, they looked like someone firing off a ton of flares. I wish we had gone to Green Valley Ranch to watch because we could see those in the distance and they were nothing short of amazing.  Earlier in the day we had talked about driving to Colorado to see fireworks, yea we are that crazy to drive 12 hours to see fireworks over a lake. We have seen them there many years and they are always fantastic. If we werent taking a long vacation in a week then we would have gone. Next year I hope that a fireworks road trip will be in the cards.  If not then I will take my family and we will watch over at the Station Casinos.  We did launch our own LEGAL fireworks at the house and they were okay. Nothing like I remember as a kid. but I wouldnt let my kids hold roman candles like I did, or light bottle rockets. But I would let them hold a sparkler. The sparklers that we got the kids were funny. They lasted at best 15 seconds, Lame. We will try again next year though with better ones. all in all the kids had a great time and so did I but only because I was with them and enjoying life.

OMG totally restarting on my blog

ok  I have been gone for way too long from my poor little blog. Summer is almost here and the heat outdoors had made its presents known. I have been going to the gym a lot lately. I gained all the weight back that I lost on EA sports active more workouts. but now I am working it off again. I am still using my GoWear Fit but not using it like I should be. I also have been doing South Beach again. and have lost six pounds in six days.. not bad.
at the gym I have been mostly riding the bike but sometimes, the treadmill, sometimes the elliptical, and rarely the stairclimber (which I should say was created by satan) . Tonight I am starting again on my EA Sports Active More Workouts but this time in combination with gym, and south beach... praying for success. I so miss my old body and the old me. I am in here somewhere I am sure...

I will post my measuments (current and restarting) tonight. maybe I will post what I was three years ago (yep I have measurement from then I have them back from when I was prego with my first daughter and she is nine now. lol...
so ta ta for now... I will be back lol